Evil Bastardry

At what point do you, having realized that you are a deviously insane evil bastard, slit your own throat to prevent you from ruling every cretinous dip-shit that dare walk your planet?

Do others see the world of possibilities that exist out there; the little lines of influence and control, or are their eyes clouded? Do they refuse to see?

A twitch here and a tug there and the whole world spins a different way.

I love playing Vampire.  Intelligence, problem solving, social manipulation, conspiracy, story telling, deceit, back stabbing, and vast amounts of gut wrenching bastardry leading to the enjoyment of all. The only downside is that it leaves me giggling maniacally to myself late at night when these horribly wicked and brain hurting ideas come to me. Though I do enjoy them. }:)

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Am I a bad American for being happy that an Organization in Turkey is protesting the US's decision that they committed genocide back during WWI? Am I no longer a patriot for want more people in more countries to Unify against America? Am I bad person for believing that we need to be smacked down for the shit that we've been doing?

Why can't we leave everyone alone?

I want the responsibility and I want the awareness, but I guess I miss the blissful ignorance of my childhood

A scream of rage

You live in a free country.  You can do anything you want.  You're free.  Now if you'll excuse us we are going to go make a lot of rules that prevent you from expressing that freedom.

If you wish to vote for Ron Paul (or in fact any candidate of your choice) you best make sure you are registered as their party if you live in a closed state. Please make sure of the rules your state has about how to vote so that you know that you will be able to vote for who you like.  I can only imagine how viciously angry I would be if I got to the booth and couldn't vote for who I wanted to.

But that's not why I'm writing this.  I get very down-trodden about this countries political system and how things are done.  I feel helpless and alone and unable to control my own destiny. I lament the way things are and wish that they were different.

By that I mean I want things my own way. Yes I realize that is horribly selfish but I can't imagine that you don't want it your way. I feel the only fair way is to break up into small communities so that like minded people can have the laws they want but I can't imagine how much bureaucracy that would require.

So bitter.  So angry.

We made it.

Ron Paul asked for $500,000. Last I checked they were at 1.1 mil. We made our mark and passed it. I hope that we win.

Hope is a horrible bitch most of the time

I hope that Ron Paul wins. I hope that people read this site and go to http://www.ronpaul2008.com/ and see why I like him as a candidate. I hope people donate to express how much they want him to win. I hope people talk to their friends about politics and what they want in a candidate. I hope people really look at their government and decide for themselves if this is how they want to run things.

If you want Ron Paul to be president and you are serious about it do something about. Do things on your own time; make signs, talk to your friends, read up about whats going on, use the internet to make your voice heard best you can, call people, VOTE, put your money where your mouth is. I did.

WTF!

Okay so on one side we have a loud mouth rude jerk who is known to be an attention seeking grab ass and on the other we have multiple cops who taser a kid who is unarmed and not attacking.

I think the kid was being a shit. I think that the multiple cops could have just carried his dumb ass out of there. I think tasering him, after I'm given to understand he was trying to get out on his own terms, was too much. (don't they teach cops hand to hand anymore)

From what I heard tasers really freakin' hurt.

I'd don't know. Part of me wants to be outraged, part of me is scared about how much force police use and the implications that any one who shows disobedience is beat down and electrocuted, part of me understands that cops ought to protect themselves and that I don't know what force is necessary vrs. what is excessive.

It seems to me that the taser was too much but I'm not sure how too far it was.

Why do they come to me to die.

I love the vampire larp.  Not so much because of who is there; though we do have some stellar players. I love watching the social patterns. Who talks to who and how an idea or an event enters the public mindspace or doesn't.