Zombie Enlightenment

I can feel them chewing on my arms and legs with bloody mouths full of broken teeth; ripping into the soft unprotected flesh of my pale underbelly.  I thought zombies were after your brains and here they are fighting to gorge themselves on my extremities and viscera. I had never thought of it before but I guessed that I would be dead while I was being eaten. Oh I knew there would be the initial unpleasantness but I had really thought all that would be over quickly as they cracked open my head to get at my brain. It seems unimportant now. Ha.  Pretty much everything seems unimportant now. I guess that means I've reached stage 5;acceptance. I'm going to die, here and now, because there are zombies eating me alive and there is nothing I can do about it. For some reason I think I ought to be mad but now that shock has set in and I know I can't do anything about it, it doesn't even really hurt. In fact it just feels weird. I really don't think a human is meant to feel his internal organs being manhandled like this. It has to be the strangest sensation I've ever experienced and watching it makes it stranger. Why can't I get angry? It's like I can't find anything to get angry about. This isn't any ones fault. The government can't be expected to protect us from something like this. I can't be expected to be able to defend myself against this. I can't even blame the zombies; they don't seem to have any more intelligence then a starved dog. I guess things happen. I wonder why I feel I should be angry.; maybe thats a better question. On the upside this ought to be over soon and then I can get on with things.  Well not exactly but I can find out the big mystery. I'll get to find out what happens next.  I guess if I am going to think about this I ought to think positively.  I'm getting sleepy. Finally. Ha and now I remember that Simon and Garfunkel song; "Hello darkness, my old friend, I've come to talk to you again". What an absurd thing to think about just before you ...

5/14/1978

5/14/1978

5/1+4/1+9+7+8

5/5/25

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I am the erisian mystery. My birth was marked by an earthquake. Today is my birthday and it is my last birthday. I am now 29 forever. Next year it is 29 part 2. Year after that 29 part 3 and so on.

I am mortal and I don't care. I will live how I want to and that is that. The only thing I can promise is that I will try to not hurt anyone as I come partying through.

Make your mark on this world now and live a life with no regrets. Hate never brought me happiness. Keep learning.

Things to know

Office John Lamb, the man responsible for killing Rachel A Burns; my friend, retired from the Lexington Police Force on 2/9/2005 according to Lexington’s 2005 Annual Report.  Thankfully this man is no longer a police officer though I believe he ought to be in jail.

This one is mine

Left and right are subjective. The proof of this is that they are completely different if you turn around. Not just in one plane but in all; up, down, forward and backward are also subjective. Go beyond that to a mental realm with no physical directions. Left wing, right wing, Christian, Atheist, nation, race, species; they are all a form of left and right and they are all subjective.

Quotey quotes

If a blanket is natures heater then my pants are natures napkin.

I find Nihilism to be a peice of crap but thats because I find rainbows pretty.

Police State

Just remember boys and girls the state can do anything it wants to you. They have guns and that means authority. Might doesn't make right but it does make authority. Your opinion doesn't matter. What you want doesn't matter. They aren't interested in listening to you. It doesn't matter if you didn't hurt someone; if you could have hurt someone they will have a rule that says you're a criminal. They make rules and don't consult you. You are not in charge of your future. There is no justice there is just laws.

Think about it

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