The interview at was unimpressive. The people who interviewed me had no plan, no prepared questions and while they definitely need someone to do the job (three separate positions) they didn't give any indication that they thought I was the "Rock Star" they were looking for. It is currently ranks in my personal realms of likelihood right up there with other "don't bother worrying about as it may never happen" items. Best of all it is probably the best that I am going to get in Lexington.

In conclusion if they get their shit together, have me in for a second interview, hire me, I get the "honor" of working my tits off for the sweat shop of the IT world in a tiny little poedunk shit hole.

What eating me is not eating

If I buy groceries I want to eat those groceries. If I'm sharing groceries I want to get out what I put in. I am not in either of those places and it upsets me. Given the rest of the things that are going on in my life small issues like these tend to blow up.

Grrr.

What we eat and what's eating us

A number of people say that the method by which we gather our food and ingredients is nearly criminal; not just on a humanitarian scale but ecologically and sustainability scale as well. That we are poisoning the land, the water, and ourselves. I am told that if things continue in this fashion that we, as a race, are doomed to starvation.

Good.

We deserve it. Our greed and ignorance should be our downfall. I can take responsibility for my actions and can change them but I can't change the actions of the human race as a whole. If I can't change their actions then I can't be responsible for them. So it's kinda hard to care even if it means I'm gonna starve to death. I can eat a bullet before that happens.

Things are gonna be interesting.

A failing of blogger

I can't make a public blog with private postings. I want to write stuff down so that I can remember it without letting other people see it. I'll submit this as feed back.

No New Job

I didn't get the job on 4th st. Oh well.

Got some response from a rinky dink organization here near Lexington that would be work. Maybe if the environment is good enough it'll make me forget that it would be a 19 thousand dollar pay cut from what I had been making.

I also got contacted by some fly by night in Des Moines for a cool job for great money. It is in Des Moines. Iowa. I think i'd need an extra 20 dollars an hour just to work there.

New job maybe

I had an interview yesterday that went well. Not stellar and I don't like how much they thanked me for going out that way cause it make me think they aren't gonna give me the job but the rest of the interview went well.

I'd be working at the corner of W Muhammad Ali Blvd and S 4th St. about two blocks away from the City Hall of Zombieville. That also means that I am working right next to the major downtown entertainment drag. That also means that I leave all my friends and family in trade of lonely life of making money with strangers.

But that was gonna happen anyway. I need to get over that.

Positive upsides. I can feel my sap rising. There is some serious crazy about to happen. I hope it is fun crazy and not shoot myself in the head crazy. Here's to chaos.

Oficially downloaded

I've moved over from my old site cause it was ridiculously haxed and unlikely to be fixed. Everything from the old site has been reposted here.

Thanks to the following website for the leg up.