Two Months give or take forever

I re-quit two months ago.  I've had enough time to reconsider my desciosion, help pick a new person to replace me, get that person hired, tell the old boss I didn't really want to quit any more and go back on my promise to myself that I wouldn't miss the money. Technically we hired her three weeks ago and the background check people took this long to get her cleared and her paper work arranged.

I'm going to get my new chair for about a week and then I'm going to lose it in favor of one of the old crap 1970's chairs. I think I'm going to be able to keep my flat panel and computer. I'm disappointed and relieved at the same time.  Does that make sense to you?

I just want to quit thinking for a few months, hang out with my not-yet girlfriend, and relax.

I need a hug and for a bunch of people to tell me everything is going to be all right and some sex. Not necessarily in that order.